This has been a very difficult year for me. I have been tossed and my feathers got ruffled a whole lot of times. 

What I have learned and decided to share

Many times, God wants to know just how much we are loved by him. I have been tested mentally, spiritually and physically in many different facets of my life but God wants to know if through these trials I will still call on his name and be honest the more I was squeezed into a corner, the more I tried to spiritually fight my way out. While I have not given up on people they will no longer be able to stand in my way of obeying my God. 

People have a way of being upset with you if you do not do what they want you to do and I was the type of person and hung on making people happy but was I making God happy? I have learned people are so changeable I can no longer worry if I cross and T’s and dot my I’s for someone else. Who does God want me to be. I no longer feel the added pressure of thinking I am not good enough, smart enough, or look the part. When I look in the mirror if my refection is the heart of Christ then happy I am.